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My Testament

I hope to live another 70 years from now. Grandpa died at 93, so this seems to be within reach. BUT you never know, and since I wanna make my Abgang easier for the people around me, I am going to share a few thoughts and instructions.

First of all, please take care of my corpse. Don't let anyone harm it. Maybe burn me, because after all, this seems like the least brutal option. Don't let me rot for too long. However you decide to proceed with my corpse, please put Wawwi beside me. Burn her too and mix our ashes together, or bury her by my side. Wawwi has always been carrying a part of me, so please make us one so that we can rest.

If M. and P. or P. are still around, please bury me close to them if they wish for it. If not, please just let me go.

I will go home tonight and prepare a little blue letter with the password that I DO NOT have for almost everything. I will NOT put it into my box with all the other important stuff. IT IS NOT for WINSCP and all the other programs.

I bequeath to you, the one who reads this, all information found on these pages. I bequeath to you, D., my utmost trust to use this information for further proceeding in case you see any relevance in it. I bequeath to you, D., my password.
Since I am far from the overall idea of death and even further from being ready to die, I can sense a strong fear of being forgotten. When I think about it rationally, the idea of my work living longer than myself doesn't really matter to me. But who can think like this. So maybe, if you liked me or hayded me or whatever, maybe just think of me once in a while.

About all my other stuff... Please take it and use it or just throw it away. No one needs more paper boxes full of stuff.

What else?

I wrote - belief on my content list but I don't really know what to say. Nothing for now. Maybe if I have another fourty, I will reconsider.

Ah yeah and it would be cool if - yeah I don't know. I will be dead anyway. I just want you to know that I really loved you. And if you are unsure, just take it as a yes. I have always been thinking about you. Day and night, you guys will have been in my head. Thanks!